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Meditations in an Emergency

This Isn’t the Future I Ordered: Meditations in an Emergency

An evening dedicated to using imaginary and filmed images to pull yourself out of a crisis. A unique combination of an extract from a video game and an acclaimed essay film tells the story of two men who try to free themselves from despair without ever leaving their heads.

poster PvdT Farah Hasanbegović – This Isn’t the Future I Ordered
These two pieces explore the different ways that escapism could be practised not as a passive coping mechanism, but as an active strategy to dig yourself out of a bad place. A haze of weed smoke, the smell of blood, the comfort of rotting at home and the constant chattering of thoughts and images converge in this programme like a sensory map towards the light at the end of the tunnel - whatever that light is. Word of warning from someone who’s been there - it often gets much worse before it gets better.

The programme will be introduced by programmer Farah Hasanbegović.

Programme

  • still What Remains of Edith Finch (Giant Sparrow, US 2017)

    Een fragment uit de videogame What Remains of Edith Finch (Giant Sparrow, US 2017, 11’)

    A depressed stoner works at a cannery chopping off fish heads. A prince navigates a wondrous land all the way to his coronation. Both storylines race against reality. “A painfully accurate portrayal of what daydreaming at work feels like.” (George Weidman)

  • still Just Dont Think I'll Scream (Frank Beauvais, FR 2019)

    Just Don’t Think I’ll Scream (Frank Beauvais, FR 2019, 70’)

    Freshly single at 45 with no job or prospects, the director copes with a low period in his life by watching 5 films a day. Constructed from a wondrous, rare, relentless stream of film fragments from this lost time, you’re never sure if the director is about to give you a joint or an indirect panic attack. Just Don’t Think I’ll Scream is a touching, darkly humorous and incredibly relevant response to a feeling shitty in a shitty world - and somehow wanting to get better.

The films in this programme are either spoken or subtitled in English.

Details

Production year

2024

Length

90 min.

Event language

English

Country

NL

Part of

Programmers of the Future 2024

Three new Programmers of the Future will present their film programmes in Eye Filmmuseum this July. With films against despair, a colourful trip through the human psyche through animated films, and cinema that sharpens your senses.

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still What Remains of Edith Finch (Giant Sparrow, US 2017)
still Just Don’t Think I’ll Scream (Frank Beauvais, FR 2019)
still Dream of Silk (Nahid Rezaei, 2003)

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Programmer of the Future Farah Hasanbegović selected films to watch at home, including Dream of Silk, in which director Nahid Rezai zooms in on the lives of young girls in 2003 Tehran.

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